Ceritera Cinta

bertanya sang bayu padaku
mengapa kau maseh disitu
tiada kah jemu kau menunggu
oh...

dan buat seorg perindu
penantian hanyalah waktu
dikamus hatiku
tiada isi lah jemu
oh..

hentikanlah saja jenaka bermada
biasa terlalu sering ku dengar
ceritera cinta tiada berubah
hanya mimpi yang indah
akhirnya nanti
kecewa...

bukalah sedikit hatimu
kenali siapalah daku
beriku pendam rasa hati
malu mengakui...

hentikanlah saja jenaka bermada
biasa terlalu sering ku dengar
ceritera cinta tiada berubah
hanya mimpi yang indah
akhirnya nanti
kecewa...

tanpa mahu mengakui
kau pun dihati
diluar serah kau ku rindui
(penantian)penantianmu hanya ruang waktu
tiba masa kan terbukti cintaku

tak mudah percaya pada pengakuan
aku dihatimu yang tersayang
hentikanlah saja jenaka bermada
biasa terlalu sering ku dengar
ceritera cinta tiada berubah
hanya mimpi... yea...
akhirnya nanti
kecewa...

will we know?

Title: Somewhere Only We Know
Artist: Keane



I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me?
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

This made my day =)

Thanks to Mira. This song made me smile when I'm stress.You'll get what I mean when you listen & see the video =p

Artist:Awal Ashari,Adam Af2, Nas Adila & Manik Purwakrisna
Title:Padamkan Ragu
Album:OST Diva(2007)

Tanpa cahayamu
Pudarlah sinar mataku
Tanpa asmaramu
Malaplah cermin jiwaku

Dan tak terbayang
Kesepianku
Ku andai kau pergi
Tak terbayang
Kesedihanku
Ku hilang kau kasih

Kita saling puja memuja
Kita saling cinta menyinta
Hari-hari cemburu pun berlegar
Di ruang rindu

Kita harus sudah mengaku
Kita saling perlu memerlu
Sama-sama percaya dan setia
Padamkan ragu

Tanpa senyumanmu sunyilah hari-hariku
Yang mengharapkan belaian
Dari dirimu hingga tak tertahan
Jika sesaat pun tiada mengaku hilangmu

Kita saling belai-membelai
Kita saling intai-mengintai
Hari-hari nurani pun berdebar
Takut kecundang

Kita harus sudah mengaku
Kita saling rindu merindu
Sama-sama berserah dan terima

Takdir yang datang

Tanpa cahayamu
Pudarlah sinar mataku
Tanpa asmaramu
Malaplah cermin jiwaku

Dan tak terbayang
Kesepianku
Ku andai kau pergi
Tak terbayang
Kesedihanku
Ku hilang kau kasih

Kita saling puja memuja
Kita saling cinta menyinta
Hari-hari cemburu pun berlegar
Di ruang rindu

Kita harus sudah mengaku
Kita saling perlu memerlu
Sama-sama percaya dan setia
Padamkan ragu

Kita harus sudah mengaku
Kita saling rindu merindu
Sama-sama berserah dan terima

Takdir yang datang

mY mObiLe..finally

Sony Ericsson W90i

After meeting Nik at starbucks, I certainly want this phone! Well, he uses a Sony Ericsson W580i, it looks nice & so my 'type of phone'! I'm definitely getting this phone when my sister going home for holidays(and the camera i mentioned before as well) =)

p/s:Don't envy me =p

it's over..BITCH!

I'm an officially a student from today. Yesterday was my last day of working, I'm not unemployed, I'm just going away for a month's study leaves. I'll be back to work on 12 Dec 2007.Guess no more emailing with my darlings anymore..I can imagine logging my inbox with full of craps..good one though ;)

Also, I'm relieved that the income tax return is over,but the vat return due by this Monday. Well, not my problem anyway. I did the best I could at work. My part is done. Now,I'm playing a role as student,get this 2 papers out of my way by 11 Dec.Aja aja fighting! =)

After work, I invited Sue & bee to have dinner at my place. We're suppose to go for movies,seems like there are something more interesting than movies..what else if it's not gossiping! In every conversation, practically you can found people talking about weddings! How pressure can that be? Furthermore,most of my school friends are getting married almost every month starting Jan 2008. I would gladly to have a wonderful wedding(not a grand wedding) with my soul mate (if I ever found one). Propose me in a romantic manner, doing the preparations together & walking down the aisle with him on the day.Aww...what could you ask more? Counting the days till the wedding I suppose ^_^

While browsing Friendster, we talked about out primary & high school reminiscences. Should I feel regret for not being there with my friends? Should I be envy for what they have?All I can say is that I'm happy the way things are,there are times I do get upset.Some how you just have to appreciate for what you have now. I know there are things I didn't get to do back then,but why not now?Do whatever it takes to fix the matter. So far,when I go home for holidays,I do my best to see my friends.It's not that I'm a 'kacang lupakan kulit'.I really do miss my friends..a lot!

Sometimes when I get together with them,I'll always have the thought of 'Would it be nice if we do ... back then?'.Sometimes it comes to your senses that 'Things happened for a reason'. So how do you deal with it? Same goes to relationship.At this moment,if I want to work things out between me & him properly,I'll find a way to make things right.If things doesn't work out(last resort),that would be our loss.Not his,not mine,but OUR LOSS!

Bitches in our life really wrecks our head.Is either when you're single or in a relationship,bitches are always be bitches!They bother you.We felt intimidated.Some say guys love to see their girlfriends get jealous.Or worse guys just love to be with the bitches!What really irks me,is that when bitches hit the jackpot!Sometimes I don't feel they deserve to be with these kind of guys.But who am I to say this?Let Him decides who are meant to be with.Sometimes..it's men!If only they were in our shoes,how would they feel if some bastard have the hots on his girlfriend?

So how long are we gonna stay here?For the rest of your life?Where would you raise your kids?Ireland or Malaysia?After discussing the pro's & con's, it would be nice to raise the kids here, I mean for a change(that's what we were thinking).BUT in a proper manner,it's up to both(husband & wife) decision.Hehe, I wouldn't want to go further coz I might scare him off now..But it's nice to start a family here,right?(cute pitty cat face expression) =p

To conclude for this entry,we are homosapiens(can't imagine Rachel can say that when we play 'I Spy') who are getting older,mature,facing what will happen around us.Here's the deal,embrace your precious life while still can. If you want something,go for it! If it didn't turn out quite well,better luck next time! :)

So, I guess I'll write more soon.My progress of studying perhaps? Or chilling at starbucks with my darlings?hehehe~

TTFN =)

bEeeE...

Had a wonderful nightout with my lalings...yes, my dearest lalings (sue,bee & sha), tagging along my sis to celebrate bee's belated birthday at Thunder Road CAfe, Temple Bar. Went there straight from class..well last thurs & fri i had my revision classes..not only those 2 days..sat & sun as well! worse, classes from 9.30am-5pm.

Friday nite was the lalings day. Hrmm..why lalings? Saje jek nak buat bunyi gedik skit..LOL!

Anyway,from Thunder Road, we headed straight to indoor games centre at Blanchardstown by car.Sue rented a car to go a weekend break for their 6 years anniversary.Congrats to Sue & Najib =)

We played 1 game of bowling & racing.At first Sha & I were racing,looking each other with a puzzled face 'why are we driving 1 car where as we're play with 2 drivers??' We played along..until at very last minute(as in 2mins to finish the game),we just realised that we're playing with Sue & Bee!So,pe lagi..racing gile2 arr...and WE WON!!

If it wasn't because a revision class next morning,we would have stayed for coffee.Oh well,it was a fun nite!Look forward to have another one soon =)

On Sat nite, I watched Bee the movie..It's about bees..I'm not sure how to interpret it..but it's about BEEeEeeesSsSs..

So..it was a bee weekend after all..ehehe

Read this..

Dedicated to overseas people..

The 'Thing' About Overseas Students

GeTtinG tHere~

Which one of these suit me?

Canon Powershot SD950i

Canon Powershot G9

Thanks for your help kamal ;)

love love love love...

Watched Heartbreak Kid starring Ben Stiller last weekend. It was brilliant!

Synopsis:Single and indecisive Eddie(Ben stiller) begins dating the incredibly sexy and seemingly fabulous Lila. Upon the urging of his father and best friend, Eddie proposes to her after only a week, fearing this may be his last chance at love, marriage, and happiness.However, while on their honeymoon in sunny Mexico, Lila reveals her true beyond-awful nature and Eddie meets Miranda, the woman he realizes to be his actual soul mate. Eddie must keep his new, increasingly horrid wife at bay as he attempts to woo the girl of his dreams.

You'll get what I mean with this title's entry..I don't mind to have a go for second time!LOL!

So guys...please please please...before marrying the girl of your dreams, please get to know her at least more than 6months. You wouldn't wanna end up like eddie =p

Keep Breathing by Ingrid Michaelson

The storm is coming but I don't mind.
People are dying, I close my blinds.

All that i know is I'm breathing now.

I want to change the world...instead I sleep.
I want to believe in more than you and me.

But all that I know is I'm breathing.
All i can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.

All that I know is I'm breathing.
All I can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.

All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.

I'm free...

Christina Yang, Grey's Anatomy Season 3 FInalé

Bleeding Love

Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
[ Bleeding Love lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Lifted

New beginning.New life.

Leave all the frustrations behind.

I'm ready when someone is willing to assist me to go through this.I'm waiting for you~

Leo today

You may feel like exploding as your emotions are bursting at
the seams. Even if you believe that you should be responsible, it might be a
study in frustration for you to try to hold yourself quiet now. You've contained
yourself long enough; today something must give. Just share what's in your heart
instead of attempting to be rational.

I'm feeling that now.sigh~

Hope I have fun tomorrow at the gig.

sakit :(

from sore throat to stress~~

2 days to go...for long holiday..dony envy me..Well why should you? You have raya holidays, so I have bank holiday..it's only 1 day(kecoh tul i ni =p)

Long holidays=resting...

But it sucks when i have class on SUNDAY!wargh!!thank god I'm off on Monday...

Have a good long holiday dubliners~

The Bitch is back!

catchy song...feel like being slutty =p

Gimme More by Britney Spears

It's Britney, bitch)
(I see you, and I just wanna dance with you)

Everytime they turn the lights down
Just wanna go that extra mile for you
Public display of affection
Feel's like no one else in the room (The room)

We can get down like there's no one around
We'll keep on rockin' (We'll keep on rockin')
We'll keep on rockin' (Keep on rockin')

Cameras are flashing my way dirty dancing
They keep watchin' (They keep watchin')
Keep watchin
Feel's like the crowd is saying

[CHORUS]
Gimme gimme more
Gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme (Uh)
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme (Uh)
Gimme gimme more

Center of attention ('tention)
Even when they're up against the wall
You got me in a crazy position (Yeah)
If you're on a mission (Uh-uh)
You got my permission (Oh)

We can get down like there's no one around
We'll keep on rockin' (Keep on rockin')
We'll keep on rockin', rockin' (Uh-uh)

Cameras are flashing my way dirty dancing
They keep watchin' (Wait)
Keep watchin
(Feel's like the crowd is saying)

[CHORUS]
Gimme gimme more
Gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme (Uh)
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme (Uh)
Gimme gimme more

(I just can't control myself, oh)
(They want more? Well I'll give'em more, oh!)

[CHORUS]
Gimme gimme more
Gimme more
Gimme gimme more (Gimme more)
Gimme gimme more
Gimme (Uh)
Gimme gimme more (Ooh)
Gimme gimme more
Gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme more (Gimme more, oh yeah)
Gimme (Uh)
Gimme gimme more

Ohh, gimme more, gimme more (More)
Gimme more, gimme more baby
I just wanna more

[CHORUS]
Gimme gimme
Gimme
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme
Gimme (Ooh)
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme
Gimme
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme
Gimme (Ooh)
Gimme gimme

Bet you didn't see this one coming
The incredible Lygo
The lengendary Miss Britney Spears, haha
And the unstoppable Danja
Ha, you gonna have to remove me
Cause I ain't goin' no where, haha
(More)
I think getting closer cant deny
gimme more please
britney the unstoppable hell yah

Anonymous

This song is very popular here~

Anonymous by Bobby Valentino

[Verse 1]
For a minute it was looking like
I'd end up one of those guys,
spending my whole life
looking for a special lady to save me
maybe I'll never be satisfied
had a couple bad lucks, and a couple dimes.
(Now that I'm looking for you,) why you so hard to find

[Hook]
I thought I took one step, I took two back
I'm not even close this time and that's a fact
All I know is that we'd be the perfect match
So where you at love?
I just gotta find you yeah.

[Chorus]
I wanna know, I wanna know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I gotta know, I gotta know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?
Baby I want you so much (so much)
Wanna hold wanna feel your touch
come fast girl i'm in a rush
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I wanna know, I gotta know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?

[Bridge]
What's your name? (Anonymous)
Where you at? (Anonymous)
Think about you I getta a rush
I wanna meet my miss Anonymous.

[Verse 2]
Then I see you when I close my eyes we on borrowed time i wanna delay the sunlight.
Everything I tried to tell you I failed to maybe I'll tell you another time.
How you keeping me so pre-occupied
Gotta strong hold on me pay me no never mind nooo!

[Hook]
I thought I took one step, I took two back
I'm not even close this time and that's a fact
All I know is that we'd be the perfect match
So where you at love?
I just gotta find you babe.

[Chorus]
I wanna know, I wanna know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I gotta know, I gotta know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?
Baby I want you so much
Wanna hold wanna feel your touch
Talk fast girl i'm in a rush
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I wanna know, I gotta know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?

[Bridge]
What's your name? (Anonymous)
Where you at? (Anonymous)
Think about you I getta a rush
I wanna meet my miss Anonymous. (x2)

[Verse 3]
Is your name Mary Anne(Mary Anne)
or Cathy Lee(Or Cathy Lee)
Wanna hold my hand?(Wanna hold my hand)
come get with me (Come Get with me)
Which dime wanna ride(Which dime wanna ride)
everything on me (everything on me)
girl you aint gotta lie (girl you aint gotta lie)
Tell me what's it gone be (Tell me what's it gone be)
I gotta know ... (I gotta know) 7x

[Chorus]
I wanna know, I wanna know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I gotta know, I gotta know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?
Baby I want you so much
Wanna hold wanna feel your touch
Go fast girl i'm in a rush
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I wanna know, I gotta know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?

[Bridge]
What's your name? (Anonymous)
Where you at? (Anonymous)
Think about you I getta a rush
I wanna meet my miss Anonymous. [x2]

nak ni?

it looks so nice & it's purple! =)

HaTe thaT i LoVe YoU

Hate that I Love You by Rihanna Feat Ne-yo

[Rihanna:]
As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I cant stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No...)

[Ne-Yo:]
You wont let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forgive (that I was upset)
can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate...
You know exactly what to do
so that I cant stay mad at you
for too long thats wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate...
You know exactly how to touch
so that I dont want to fuss..
and fight no more said
I despise that i adore you

[Rihanna:]
And i hate how much i love you boy (yeah...)
I cant stand how much I need you (I need you...)
and I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoa...)
but I just cant let you go
and I hate that I love you so (oooh...)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
the only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said its not fair
how you take advantage of the fact
that I..will be under reason why
and it just aint right

[Ne-Yo:]
and I hate how much I love you girl
I cant stand how much I need you (yeah..)
and I hate how much I love you girl
but I just cant let you go
but I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic wont affect meand your kiss wont make me weak
but no one in this world knows me the way you know me
so you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeaahhh...
Oohh...

[Rihanna:]
As much i love you (as much as I need you)
as much as I need you (oooh..)
as much I love you (oh..)
as much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
and I hate that i love you soooo
and I hate how much i love you boy
I cant stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)
and I hate how much I love you boy
but I just cant let you go (but I just cant let you go no..)
and I hate that I love you so

and I hate that I love you so... soo...

Ramadan finishing~

Yes..in a few days (this Friday/Saturday)..Syawal will be starting soon. Here we called Eid-Mubarak. In Malaysia, we called 'Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri'.

After nearly a month of fasting, I have learn to appreciate food. From next week onwards, I'll have my lunch at work and small early dinner at home. I still want to be thin. Ok, it's THIN not SKINNY,got it? Those two have different meanings. So, try not to get confuse. It's not that I'm obsess of being thin, it just that I don't want to shop more clothes just because I put on weight.

It was an awful week for me. But today, at least someone acknowledge what I've gone through today :)

I wasn't being late on purpose. There was a building on fire at James St. I have to stop at Heuston Station and walk down to St James's Hospital (because the bus to my workplace is there). I saw the incident. The firemen were struggling putting off the fire. Rooftop was burned badly. It wasn't really a fine morning as smokes were everywhere in that area.

Anyway...

Have a wonderful raya this year & sorry for
everything if I've said & done badly to you

Raya in dublin..for the forth time! Hopefully the fifth would be in Malaysia. Deeply missed celebrating there with family & friends :)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir & Batin

My destiny

I have always dreamed of this
I'll admit that there was something I missed
wondering if it is for real
every mistake every wrong turn
everytime i lost my way
led me to this
moment of bliss tonight

with you, finally I can break free
with you, it's all changing in my destiny
dream come true, its so funny now that I see
how different life turned out to be...

You were always by my side
That you believed in me was enough reason why
I didn't stop, didn't give up
even if i sometimes lost hope

I did my best, and I am blessed
in life

with you, finally I can break free
with you, it's all changing in my destiny dream come true, its so funny now that I see
how different life turned out to be yeah

can't get any higher
tell me
does it get any stronger
I owe it to you
that I made it through
I never could have done it without you

With you.... yeah.... I can break free yeah

it's all changing in my destiny
dream come true, its so funny now that I see
how different i turned out to be.

I can finally break free
Because of you, it's all changing in my destiny
Dream come true, its so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be.

I've realized that it's my destiny.