Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Keep Breathing by Ingrid Michaelson

The storm is coming but I don't mind.
People are dying, I close my blinds.

All that i know is I'm breathing now.

I want to change the world...instead I sleep.
I want to believe in more than you and me.

But all that I know is I'm breathing.
All i can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.

All that I know is I'm breathing.
All I can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.

All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.
I'm free...
Christina Yang, Grey's Anatomy Season 3 FInalé

Friday, October 26, 2007

Bleeding Love



Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis


Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
[ Bleeding Love lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Lifted

New beginning.New life.

Leave all the frustrations behind.

I'm ready when someone is willing to assist me to go through this.I'm waiting for you~

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Leo today

You may feel like exploding as your emotions are bursting at
the seams. Even if you believe that you should be responsible, it might be a
study in frustration for you to try to hold yourself quiet now. You've contained
yourself long enough; today something must give. Just share what's in your heart
instead of attempting to be rational.


I'm feeling that now.sigh~

Hope I have fun tomorrow at the gig.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

sakit :(

from sore throat to stress~~

2 days to go...for long holiday..dony envy me..Well why should you? You have raya holidays, so I have bank holiday..it's only 1 day(kecoh tul i ni =p)

Long holidays=resting...


But it sucks when i have class on SUNDAY!wargh!!thank god I'm off on Monday...

Have a good long holiday dubliners~

The Bitch is back!



catchy song...feel like being slutty =p

Gimme More by Britney Spears

It's Britney, bitch)
(I see you, and I just wanna dance with you)

Everytime they turn the lights down
Just wanna go that extra mile for you
Public display of affection
Feel's like no one else in the room (The room)

We can get down like there's no one around
We'll keep on rockin' (We'll keep on rockin')
We'll keep on rockin' (Keep on rockin')

Cameras are flashing my way dirty dancing
They keep watchin' (They keep watchin')
Keep watchin
Feel's like the crowd is saying

[CHORUS]
Gimme gimme more
Gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme (Uh)
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme (Uh)
Gimme gimme more

Center of attention ('tention)
Even when they're up against the wall
You got me in a crazy position (Yeah)
If you're on a mission (Uh-uh)
You got my permission (Oh)

We can get down like there's no one around
We'll keep on rockin' (Keep on rockin')
We'll keep on rockin', rockin' (Uh-uh)

Cameras are flashing my way dirty dancing
They keep watchin' (Wait)
Keep watchin
(Feel's like the crowd is saying)

[CHORUS]
Gimme gimme more
Gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme (Uh)
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme (Uh)
Gimme gimme more

(I just can't control myself, oh)
(They want more? Well I'll give'em more, oh!)

[CHORUS]
Gimme gimme more
Gimme more
Gimme gimme more (Gimme more)
Gimme gimme more
Gimme (Uh)
Gimme gimme more (Ooh)
Gimme gimme more
Gimme more
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme more (Gimme more, oh yeah)
Gimme (Uh)
Gimme gimme more

Ohh, gimme more, gimme more (More)
Gimme more, gimme more baby
I just wanna more

[CHORUS]
Gimme gimme
Gimme
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme
Gimme (Ooh)
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme
Gimme
Gimme gimme more
Gimme gimme
Gimme (Ooh)
Gimme gimme

Bet you didn't see this one coming
The incredible Lygo
The lengendary Miss Britney Spears, haha
And the unstoppable Danja
Ha, you gonna have to remove me
Cause I ain't goin' no where, haha
(More)
I think getting closer cant deny
gimme more please
britney the unstoppable hell yah

Anonymous

This song is very popular here~



Anonymous by Bobby Valentino
[Verse 1]
For a minute it was looking like
I'd end up one of those guys,
spending my whole life
looking for a special lady to save me
maybe I'll never be satisfied
had a couple bad lucks, and a couple dimes.
(Now that I'm looking for you,) why you so hard to find

[Hook]
I thought I took one step, I took two back
I'm not even close this time and that's a fact
All I know is that we'd be the perfect match
So where you at love?
I just gotta find you yeah.

[Chorus]
I wanna know, I wanna know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I gotta know, I gotta know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?
Baby I want you so much (so much)
Wanna hold wanna feel your touch
come fast girl i'm in a rush
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I wanna know, I gotta know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?

[Bridge]
What's your name? (Anonymous)
Where you at? (Anonymous)
Think about you I getta a rush
I wanna meet my miss Anonymous.

[Verse 2]
Then I see you when I close my eyes we on borrowed time i wanna delay the sunlight.
Everything I tried to tell you I failed to maybe I'll tell you another time.
How you keeping me so pre-occupied
Gotta strong hold on me pay me no never mind nooo!

[Hook]
I thought I took one step, I took two back
I'm not even close this time and that's a fact
All I know is that we'd be the perfect match
So where you at love?
I just gotta find you babe.

[Chorus]
I wanna know, I wanna know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I gotta know, I gotta know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?
Baby I want you so much
Wanna hold wanna feel your touch
Talk fast girl i'm in a rush
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I wanna know, I gotta know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?

[Bridge]
What's your name? (Anonymous)
Where you at? (Anonymous)
Think about you I getta a rush
I wanna meet my miss Anonymous. (x2)

[Verse 3]
Is your name Mary Anne(Mary Anne)
or Cathy Lee(Or Cathy Lee)
Wanna hold my hand?(Wanna hold my hand)
come get with me (Come Get with me)
Which dime wanna ride(Which dime wanna ride)
everything on me (everything on me)
girl you aint gotta lie (girl you aint gotta lie)
Tell me what's it gone be (Tell me what's it gone be)
I gotta know ... (I gotta know) 7x

[Chorus]
I wanna know, I wanna know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I gotta know, I gotta know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?
Baby I want you so much
Wanna hold wanna feel your touch
Go fast girl i'm in a rush
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I wanna know, I gotta know your name (your name)2x
Why you gotta be anonymous?

[Bridge]
What's your name? (Anonymous)
Where you at? (Anonymous)
Think about you I getta a rush
I wanna meet my miss Anonymous. [x2]

Monday, October 22, 2007

nak ni?


it looks so nice & it's purple! =)

Sunday, October 21, 2007

HaTe thaT i LoVe YoU

Hate that I Love You by Rihanna Feat Ne-yo





[Rihanna:]
As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I cant stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No...)

[Ne-Yo:]
You wont let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forgive (that I was upset)
can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate...
You know exactly what to do
so that I cant stay mad at you
for too long thats wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate...
You know exactly how to touch
so that I dont want to fuss..
and fight no more said
I despise that i adore you

[Rihanna:]
And i hate how much i love you boy (yeah...)
I cant stand how much I need you (I need you...)
and I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoa...)
but I just cant let you go
and I hate that I love you so (oooh...)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
the only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said its not fair
how you take advantage of the fact
that I..will be under reason why
and it just aint right

[Ne-Yo:]
and I hate how much I love you girl
I cant stand how much I need you (yeah..)
and I hate how much I love you girl
but I just cant let you go
but I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic wont affect meand your kiss wont make me weak
but no one in this world knows me the way you know me
so you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeaahhh...
Oohh...

[Rihanna:]
As much i love you (as much as I need you)
as much as I need you (oooh..)
as much I love you (oh..)
as much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
and I hate that i love you soooo
and I hate how much i love you boy
I cant stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)
and I hate how much I love you boy
but I just cant let you go (but I just cant let you go no..)
and I hate that I love you so

and I hate that I love you so... soo...

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Ramadan finishing~

Yes..in a few days (this Friday/Saturday)..Syawal will be starting soon. Here we called Eid-Mubarak. In Malaysia, we called 'Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri'.

After nearly a month of fasting, I have learn to appreciate food. From next week onwards, I'll have my lunch at work and small early dinner at home. I still want to be thin. Ok, it's THIN not SKINNY,got it? Those two have different meanings. So, try not to get confuse. It's not that I'm obsess of being thin, it just that I don't want to shop more clothes just because I put on weight.

It was an awful week for me. But today, at least someone acknowledge what I've gone through today :)

I wasn't being late on purpose. There was a building on fire at James St. I have to stop at Heuston Station and walk down to St James's Hospital (because the bus to my workplace is there). I saw the incident. The firemen were struggling putting off the fire. Rooftop was burned badly. It wasn't really a fine morning as smokes were everywhere in that area.

Anyway...


Have a wonderful raya this year & sorry for
everything if I've said & done badly to you


Raya in dublin..for the forth time! Hopefully the fifth would be in Malaysia. Deeply missed celebrating there with family & friends :)



Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir & Batin

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

My destiny



I have always dreamed of this
I'll admit that there was something I missed
wondering if it is for real
every mistake every wrong turn
everytime i lost my way
led me to this
moment of bliss tonight

with you, finally I can break free
with you, it's all changing in my destiny
dream come true, its so funny now that I see
how different life turned out to be...

You were always by my side
That you believed in me was enough reason why
I didn't stop, didn't give up
even if i sometimes lost hope

I did my best, and I am blessed
in life

with you, finally I can break free
with you, it's all changing in my destiny dream come true, its so funny now that I see
how different life turned out to be yeah

can't get any higher
tell me
does it get any stronger
I owe it to you
that I made it through
I never could have done it without you

With you.... yeah.... I can break free yeah

it's all changing in my destiny
dream come true, its so funny now that I see
how different i turned out to be.

I can finally break free
Because of you, it's all changing in my destiny
Dream come true, its so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be.

I've realized that it's my destiny.