Updatessss...now you know part 2

I have moved out from the apartment last weekend! Yes, very sad, depressed leaving my 3yrs apartment, it has been the best years I'd ever experienced. Ivy Exchange will be my ideal home in Dublin forever & ever..hehe..Anyway, I'm living in Foley St with Siti for like..3 months?

Yes peeps...I'm going home soon..I thought I'm going to be happy to leave Dublin. Honestly? I'm sad leaving Dublin, especially when something happened to me...will tell you more once it's confirm. hehe :)

So yes, I have moved to Siti's, have not unpack my stuff properly. Doing a bit later I guess. Because I need to find something personal asap anyway. Typical 1st day period, huhu..

Sent off Najib at the airport just now, felt heavy hearted to see him go (tu belum lagi bila i blk for gud nnt la kan!damnnnn...takutsnnyeeeee!!). Actually I'm more worried if I cry badly when I'm going home. Dah la I blk sorang la kan.

I am not too happy with what I'm going through lately, as in my personal life, my work life. I felt like I need to run away you know. The depression that I'm going through is... pathetic...or maybe this is the PMS talking? I don't know.

Called my mom and just wondering whats the story. She told me there was a guy showing up at my house, claiming that he found my handbag at LRT station, like recently...where as I lost my handbag wayy back in 2003 ok! I laughed out loud as it did not make sense at all! 7 yeaRS later, the bag suddenly popped out! I mean, wtf man! and of course my hp & duit confirm hilang la kannn...I think I only had like below RM20.00 in the wallet. well, did not matter. She was assuming either the guy is a drug addict or a crook who asked for forgiveness for every sins he'd made. Well, can't wait to see the bag to be honest! LOL!

My life has been really not as interesting as it seems, if I am away for too long, take it as I have reached to the end of blogging. It just that I don't really have time to blog anymore. And I'm really in bits now..really gtg

Au Revoir~

Its gone

Yes...the snow is finally gone..yahoo!!

Now I have appreciate weather without snow! kuang3

Well, at least I have experience once :)

My last winter in dublin I guess...


Meet Lina & Frenz! hehe... :)

Step 3 to success...

1. Invest Armani Exchange ( Jacket & Embroidery Shoulder Top Poncho), Timberland (Sandal), Kurt Muller (Dress), Mango (Several Tops & Short), iPod Touch 8Gb on Boxing Day.
   
   
2. Facial Program...started yesterday and keep it up! Strive for good radiant skin!! :D
   
   
3. 6kg of Turkey on Christmas Dinner, leftovers re-marinated & become Honey Lemon Turkey.
   
   
4. Preparing for 2010 and keep trying hard to maintain healthy lifestyle.
   
   
5. Reading The Gift by Cecilia Ahern.
   
   
6. Got BB Curve 8520 & Nokia E66 for Xmas. TQ Santa! ^_^
   
   
7. Waiting for Aiza & Hubby home tomorrow! =)
   
   
8. Ready to countdown? Heee ;)
   
   

Awal Tahun

Happy awal muharram everyone!

This doa should be read after maghrib prayers

Maksudnya:

Allah SWT berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad SAW, ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabat baginda dan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka.

Wahai Tuhan, Engkaulah yang kekal abadi, yang qadim. yang awal dan ke atas kelebihanMu yang besar dan kemurahanMu yang melimpah dan ini adalah tahun baru yang telah muncul di hadapan kami. Kami memohon pemeliharaan dariMu di sepanjang tahun ini dari syaitan dan pembantu-pembantunya dan tentera-tenteranya dan juga pertolongan terhadap diri yang diperintahkan melakukan kejahatan dan usaha yang mendekatkanku kepadaMu Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Agung dan Maha Mulia.

Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha pengasih dari mereka yang mengasihi dan Allah berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad. Nabi yang ummi dan ke atas ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabatnya dan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka.

Akhir Tahun

Doa was meant to read between asar & maghrib, but I just read it even though its too late...

Step 2 to success...

1. Terminate gym membership...FINALLY!
   
   
2. Got matching necklace with ring bought earlier.
   
   
3. Taking meds as prescribe by doctor
   
   
4. Trying not to be stressful about it?
   

Step 1 to success...

Shopping...shop ape yek?

1. Facial cleanser - It's been a while I have not wash my face properly. Gonna remove all the blackheads I have on now!!
   
   
2. Vitamin E - Go away scarss!!!
   
   
3. Blemish gel - Quick treatment to break outs...
   
   
4. Shampoo - It's finishing soon...
   
   
5. Ring - Sangat chomel okayyy!!! Will take pic soon.. =)
   
   
6. Necklace - Replacing my fav green necklace bought in DP (New one bought in Miss Selfridge) Again, will take pic soon
   
   
7. Skirt - From EUR45.00 to EUR15.00??? Of course I grab it la kan??
   
   

OK..what's the story behind these numerous bought items? For 'makin cun' face (nanti muka i jadik cun & radiant this July nanti. hahahaha!) & ready to ronggeng this weekend!!! =)

btw, I dah bet dgn dia I akan GORGEOUS bila I balik msia nnt...so this time, I'm gonna prove you wrong..FOR REAL! :p

Drama King

I have no bloody idea whats wrong with him.

Am I stealing your bf? Fucking NO

Am I bothering your life? 2 FUCK NO!

so WTF is wrong with you????

If I have issues with him, that's me & him...not you & him nor you & me..U FUCKING MORON!!!

SO FOR FUCK SAKE, WHAT A PUSSY FUCKER ARE YOU!!!

I have no regrets on becoming friends with you, you FUCKER PRICK!

eh aku tak heran la kalau ko nk bergay sgt dgn dia, dia CINTA ko pon!!!

Fucking jerk...enough ranting...

x.x

clearer view...

im getting there...i know what i want...hang in there!

simple expression after telling someone what needs to be done...

and now...i am ready to live with it! (right,after listening myself advising to someone) :p

its human nature...

Have you ever felt that you are doing your best to avoid selfish friend? How do you manage to deal with it?

It does wreck your head when you fail to, worse, when the selfish person has accomplished his/her mission. Honestly, what do they earn for that? Fame? Show off? Brilliance? Satisfaction?

I was brought up from a family who barely know what's the meaning of [s]elfish is. During my independent days, I've encounter so many of Ss. I'd even been in a relationship with a Ss and you know what? Surprisingly he's the longest I'd been. (Those were the naive days where I always thought he'll change, but apparently he can't - stupid of me then).

Not to mention about friends, mostly are still out there. Normally I just shut one eye and let it be. I'm not a school kid anymore who was told "who should you follow"

A dear friend told me how to deal with S ...

DONT GIVE A FUCK TO THEM BECAUSE THEY JUST WANT TO SCREW YOU. SCREW THEM, FUCK THEM!

and that just made my day! Apela nak jadik dgn kawanku ini..huhu ;)

R.I.P

Name: Sony Ericsson w910i
Age: 1 year 4months
Cause of Death: Absent minded owner did not check her skirt's pocket before throwing into washing machine.

>.<

Newbie...

It has been nearly a week from now I have start using windows Vista...how did I find it? Honestly...CONFUSING!

Especially the Microsoft Office...its gonna take a while to get myself adjust with the new layout...a bit slow to do my work(lately I've brought my work home).

Blogging? Much tougher as I can't copy paste from other sites to Ms Word nor blog...

sigh...

Looking back...

over my shoulder...I can see, the look in your eyes...I never dreamed it could be over...I never wanted to say goodbye~

I'm in the middle of conflict of interest...A conflict that it's very hard to make someone to understand me...

If only I can see life as easy as it looks...if only ...

sigh~

aiyak...

baru nk happy sbb dah check-in online...(away to london from friday - tuesday)

tp too forgetful of me to check in the bag first!!

duit lg kuar......sigh~=(

p/s: this is the time where you can mengada2 with him...and listening him nagging for ur silly action!)

>.<

=) & =(

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1. Bought a new adapter for lappie..can be use again.yeay! Tq2
   
2. Got bday card today. So sweet. yeay2!
3. Getting salary this thursday! (normally we get paid very last thursday of the month)
   

=(

1. Back to school! Hrmm..which paper to sit this time?
2. Sore throat..fever..tummy ache
3. Money..money..money!! - already broke -
   

Got me thinking...

Does drinking alcohol really recover your depression?

How does it really help anyway?

I'm in a very demorale position (due to many unpleasant factor happening around me), would drinking helps me to forget all about it?

Dont be such a fool dear... .>.<

ikEa opEns tOdaY!

Yup peeps...

And here I am, curik tulang (got Interenet at work, yeay!)

Also pity bos out sick for having nasi lemak (tu la, tanak ajak I makan lg, padan muka!hahaha) :p
At the same time, pity him coz he can't consume spicy food at the moment.
Luckily I'm on a Special K Diet till 13th

So, no worries for him ^_^

By the way, can't wait to go iKea later! Oh ya, did I tell you I got free €50.00 voucher last weekend? How did I manage to get that? hehe...charms I suppose?

Update more soon..work work workkkk!!!!!!!

Ot first walk

On thurs, Ray told us to wear runners n jeans to work on friday ( Odd, but very happy to get to wear casual to work for once!)

So I walked around on OT to work, movies for a lovely friday (Felt great too as I manage to get rid of horrible feelings I've been for this whole month!)

I think I need a special k 2 weeks diet now. I look so fat! :S

its happenning again!

I heard from someone that something about me is so not true. Only that someone know the whole truth & nothing but the truth.

Hrmm..sounds familiar?

GO figure!

Manchester!! Manchester!!

This is just what I need. A weekend trip to forget all my horrifying feelings in dublin and preparing to move on to the next level of life..what's more exciting than meeting my best fren in primary school?!

Mission in Manchester:

1. Makan - Done!
   
2. Gossiping - DOne!
   
3. Shopping

• Onitsuka Tiger Mexico 66: £25.00 (RP: £56.00)
• Clarks Work shoes: £12.50
• Manchester Windbreaker: £10.00

Basically I've got all 3! Suddenly I felt my life is getting better until...

I did something that really humiliating. I intend not to tell here, but to keep it to myself. I hope that he's being sporting after what happen. It just that I've never did something crazy in my entire life. OK...period!

At night we have our own Q&A about commitments. Ok, I know it's scary to face something unexpected from your partner after marriage, but its for our own good right? I mean especially facing their true colours.

Here's the thing.
What if you discover at very last minute that you can't get along well? Divorce? ARE YOU CRAZY????

Now I know why 1st year of marriage is the toughest of all. I guess I can't judge the book by its cover after all.

I hope I am able to pull it out. I know I can do it. Gotta be strong & strive to excellence!

Soklan cukup emas: Bila nak kawen?
My answer: Find me a prince, then I'll announce it when..lol

p/s: I'll post up the pictures soon. stay tune...