Ramadhan nearly ends

I can't believe that Ramadhan ends in 3days. I just break fast with Tropical Juice..just had a sip..waiting for dinner at the moment..

So how did my Ramadhan go? Well, I lost 4kgs...yes..4 KILOS!!!!to say I don't eat..well I did eat..you know that!I cook fancy stuff a lot..until someone..yes someone even crave to have lamb chop at TGIF *you know who you are?* heheheehehe... :P

OK..maybe I was too stress with everything happen around me..but I thought stress increase your appetite?Hrmm..got such thing meh? :-/

So, raya is on Wednesday 1 Oct 2008. Its gonna be my 5th raya here in DUBLIN!kesian kan? so what am I expecting for this year?Another havoc celebration?Hrmm, guess not..apparently Malaysia Hall is being renovated at the moment..So my first day of raya will be at...?WHERE?WHERE?WHERE??? Guess this is the time to have a BIG meeting with my bunch of friends..(updated-Msia Hall is open for raya..yeayy!!!)

But to be honest, I had fun raya here. Because I never go to houses to houses from morning till night (well, that's because I have too many restriction in Malaysia!). In Malaysia, I can only go like 1 or 2 house a day. Then,we cook, serve, eat, borak2 (for girls gosip2 la kan!). I don't think I'll find myself cooking in Malaysia..hahaha..But I do miss getting the kad rayas..I don't get any this year :( plus, KUD don't sell kad raya this year..bosannn!!

So..I'm definitely going back Malaysia for raya next year. It's time to break fast at nice restaurants (WITH NO RESTRICTION!)..Yela..kat sini mana nak carik restoran halal sgt. Going to the bazaar..tamak sana sini..hahaha..what else eh? Gossiping and chilling with friends of course! I guess food is very important to me. At least I don't need to hear 'Hari ni I mkn xxx' anymore because when he/she mentions it.. I'm here envy that person because I have to cook to 'get' it. Also..semyg raya!! I miss semyg raya in Malaysia. Do I miss anything else?

p/s: Thank god all my cousins are grown up..so no need to think about duit raya :P hahaha..

Outcome

Most people say "stay away if you want to move on with your life"...Well does that work on you?No..In fact you'll just keeping near as possible..So, when breakups happen, we are told to 'forget abt him/her and move on.He/She does not deserve you (in denial,maybe..especially when you're so heart broken..to some people)'..so what do you do?

For me, to keep forgetting=to keep remembering the memoirs..why?because you're trying to!when a person says 'stop calling me sayang/baby/honey/darling/etc'..sometimes the person wants to be called that again but he/she too scare to get hurt again..

What's the best solutions in dealing breakups?

1. Stop trying of course! The harder you try to let him/her go, the harder will be. Just live your life the way you always wanted to be and eventually, you're free!
   
   
2. It's okay to cry a lot at first but try not to drag it..because you'll hurt your eyes (dont you feel pity for the eyes?Your eyes are meant to use as sights..not 'swollen' it!). Anyway, those tears will not get you back together with him/her back..unless you do some jampi2/bomoh2 so that you can be together back..eei, I wish no one would do that to me..the bomoh2 thing...too saiko!
   
   
3. try to have a casual conversation with him/her because he/she is a friend too right? Maybe it would be best to try not to pour all your 'feelings you've been through' to him/her..To do that, you talk to your own own gender best friend!like sex and the city tu..hehe
   
   
4. Keep your gifts/cards/pictures in a box and you decide to do whatever you want. I prefer to keep it as memoirs are meant to keep. But what about accessories?If you ask me, I will wear it! But I wear it because it looks nice on me, no other excuse! :)
   
   

So why outcome?Because I've just gone through with it..spoke to few friends of mine..and as usual 'take it easy..everything gonna be alright..'you know..those saymo words that friends would advice..So I guess the 'M' word doesnt apply in my dictionary at the moment.well, at least not like so soon.It's better to get myself straight and live with it..starting with getting my priorities right!

Oh, also..thank you for listening to me..especially to K.A.B.S.F =)

Budak confuse~

What a waste weekend!its 430pm & im doing nothing beneficial.woke up at 1.30pm..waited 4 hot water..facebooking..msn n ym wif ppl who i havent contact quite some time (okla,at least im networking wif frens..which is gud la kan!)..then mandi..and now im hopeless..there goes my day.i need a new hobby to keep myself going.

Ok,i think i found one..but i've gotta do step by step to make this work.will inform more in my next entry!right now,i feel like continue to laze at home as its drizzling outside :D

Whats for buka today?i wish there's one bazaar here so that i dun need to cook.but no money!

life..life..sigh

Will I make it on time?

Looking back at old photos..4 years back till current...it would be nice if Im that thin again..
not to say that Im obsess of being thin..it just that it would be nice to have that figure. (I would consider myself fat as i gain 6kg for the past 2 years-that's a lot ok!)

I want to be ..erm..how should I put this..I want to look gorgeous..not just for him/anyone but for myself..it does boost my confidence as I want to look good at myself..I admit that Im an attention seeker..but for good reasons..not trying to attract more guys..its more like..'god i look great in this outfit!'..that kind of way..

I love shopping..and I want to be able to spend freely just to look good..so, i have to look good!Toast for the new mE!hoorayyy!!! :D

Mission number 1..to fit in size 6 or at least fit in my old baju raya by end Ramadhan..Insyaallah..

So..no carbonated drinks..no fast food..eat small portions..drink LOTS OF WATER..and EXERCISE is the KEY!

hehe..wish me luck! :)

p/s:i still have a lot of mission..but lets do it one by one..to avoid any ke-poyoan..hehe