This music keeps playing on my mind~

Title: Say It Right
Album: Loose
Artist: Nelly Furtado

In the day
In the night
Say it right
Say it all
You either got it
Or you don't
You either stand or you fall
When your will is broken
When it slips from your hand
When there's no time for joking
There's a hole in the plan

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
Do you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me

I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault
I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark
I can't say that I don't know that I am alive
And all of what I feel I could show
You tonite you tonite

From my hands I could give you
Something that I made
From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid
From my body I could show you a place God knows
You should know the space is holy
Do you really want to go?

Attention to men!!!

This is how women should be treated. Hear and learn the song ;)

Sick & Reward

I've been not in a good condition like a week ago. Sunday got worst, so I decided to go to see the doctor the next day.According to him, I'm having viral infection due to diarrhea and food poisoning. So I CANT EAT spicy and greasy food for the time being. Eat very small portion meal. Great, have to control because if I overeat, I'll throw up everything I had. Good way for diet BUT torturing!!damn..no dairy food except for low fat products. Got 4 days sick leave for this week. Is it good or bad news for me for not working this week? Well, it's fun if I'm on a holiday with someone I love. On sick days? You've have got to be kidding me?? I cant do much at home. Furthermore, if I go out, I have to wear thick make-up due to my unpleasant look. I look like I've being stung by a bee. That's ugly.. and why am I having that look? Perhaps it's my allergies. The best part of being sick is to rest as much as possible..which means..SLEEP!!

How am I treating myself at home? After doing some groceries shopping, I went to look for mp3 player. The real intention of getting it is because I want to transfer most of the songs from my laptop to the mp3 player. Since my laptop is very slow, might as well I transfer the necessary to the mp3.So, I got myself a Creative Zen Vision M 30gb worth 280euros. Expensive but worth buying for.Some say it's better off to get ipod video 30gb than creative mp3. Honestly, I want to buy things which are value for money (VFM). Comparatively between the two brands, I favour more on Creative due to more features than ipod. At least it has radio,microphone (who knows I might do some 'dear diary' or test my singing skills :p). Most importantly, it can play any form of music/video format instead of ipod. But, if I want to get a mp3 player for style and hype..go for ipod then!

Wishing myself to get well as soon as possible and enjoy exploring the functions of my new mp3 player :D

Zodiac ~

I got this from a forwarded email. This zodiac describes what type of lover you are (I think!). It depends whether you want to believe it or not. I find it fun to read and mostly about me is true!

Enjoy! =D


.:AQUARIUS:. Does it in the water
Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term
relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your
expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. Amazing in
bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE! 2 years of bad luck if you do
not forward.

.:PISCES:. The Piece of ass
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high
### appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be
around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good
in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets
what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5
years of bad luck if you do not forward.

.:ARIES:. The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontanious. Not one to #### with. Erotic. Funny. Take
you on trips to the moon in bed Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves
being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed. 16 years of
bad luck if you do not forward.

.:TAURUS:. The Tramp
Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long
relationships.=] Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely
outgoing. Sexy as ........ Loves to help people in times of need.
Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as
......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to
#### with. Are the most sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if
you do not forward.

.:GEMINI:. Does Twosomes
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a
fighter, but will still knock you the #### out. Trustworthy. Always happy.
Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a
beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE. 9
years of bad luck if you do not forward.

.:CANCER:. The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high ### appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a
kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely
creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous.
Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it
comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if
you do not forward.

.:LEO:. The Lion in bed
Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is
really good at. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth
Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative.
Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if
you do not forward.

.:VIRGO:. The Virgin
Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in
bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive.
Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight.
Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate
sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

.:LIBRA:. The lame lover
Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one
of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring
person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not
the kind of person you wanna #### with... u might end up crying... the most
irresistible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

.:SCORPIO:. The sex addict
Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most
erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy.
Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The
sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not
forward.

.:SAGITTARIUS:. The Sexy one
Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when
found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give.
Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They
meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique
sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I
say Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you wanna with you might end up
crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

.:CAPRICORN:. The passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible,
awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always
gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest.
Loves to own Gemini's in sports.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never
forget. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

where my heart belongs to?malaysia or dublin?

It's been nearly 2 weeks since I left malaysia.

Subangku,Rumahku..gonna miss my hometown so much!although I didnt get to eat everything.will be getting there when Im home for good.when is the question for now..WHEN AM I GOING BACK FOR GOOD??
Firstly,let me say something about my 3.5weeks holiday in Malaysia. I had the most brilliant holiday as this is the longest holiday I ever had. Get to meet up many friends when im back and spent most of my times at home because most of my friends are working. I cant believe we're not teenagers anymore..ahahaha. god, I miss the old days we had together back in school. Anyway, life goes on babe!

Back to the question..when eh?I used to tell my friends..could be 2009..2010..2011...ok I cant made up my mind. It's not really because I love staying here..it's just that I want to be financially stable when I'm back for good.Which means I really hope to get our(me & hubby) own house at where ever place, good investments, savings for children..ok..I might go back for good by 2012 but keep your finger cross :p For now, while still young, enjoy life while still can.go for holidays you've ever dream to go(Obviously Im giving the advice to myself,LOL)

What i've done in 2007? i've got my hair done.nice whoaa.. :D. Last weekend, 27jan my housemates, the guys and i went to galway for football tournament. WE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here to take the opportunity to thank my friends for being there for me when I was in Malaysia. It was a great pleasure to see you all. Hope to see you soon.Miss you and loves you lots!!

me at One Utama

wani,me and mira in our room at travelodge,galway


Gugu An Lar Dublin Champions Galway Tournament

sELamat hari raya haji & happY neW YeaR~

Happy raya to all & a happy new year!

What's new about me? Just for you to know, Im in msia right now. Been a week here since last monday on xmas. Lucky me, the weather here is not too warm due to monsoon season. still, felt like a roast chicken especially at noon =p

I wasnt really jet lag since im back in msia...till on thurs!mana taknye, i arrived subang at noon, off to oU. shopping like crazy!i've been shopping everyday till thursday.ahahha...money flows really fast! and now, im so broke, gonna stay put at home.

havent meet my frens yet, maybe in jan.huhu....im so homesick here..feel like chilling here :D

off to raya at cousin's house.again, selamat hari raya aidiladha & happy new year! ;)

ok..it's updates time!!!

ok, it's been a while I have not update this blog..well, i did acknowledge that i'll be busy with studies..now exams are over. How was it?god, i felt like killing ACCA je. LOL..I really hope to nail them this time.ok nuff said...

what else eh?right after the exam, all i can think now is MALAYSIA, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!
i mean OMG!!!!!!!!!!im going home.....well not for good yet, just for hollies. so sorry my dearie frens...it just not the time yet to go home for good. My mission is not accomplish yet....which are money..money..money!!!! of course it's all about the money. Money is everything for now, well I didnt mean by IM SO OBSESSED WITH IT. well, i need money to gain something...as a reward.

I need money to...

• buy an apartment/house in msia...most likely at area which is developing now...good investment whattt ;)
  
• a car...nice car...which i can be seen as a cool girl wif a hunky hubby ;p (oppss, did i say hunky hubby? well i hope so :D)
  
• shopping..well OBVIOUSLY!! girls are born to be shopaholics.. :p
  
• etc etc etc etc....u know like wedding parties, birthday parties, and etc etc etc...

hope my dearie frens are able to be there for me when im back. i've been longing to go home..well, been homesick since last feb.ehehe..

time to pack my stuffs, since im short of time to do them.

xmas wish? all i want for xmas is TO BE IN MSIA =)

Quote of the Day

I found this one over the net~ ;)

It's easy when you are in pain to want to hide from the world. But friends aren't friends because they are "fun in good times". ANYBODY can be fun in good times. Friends are friends because they are THERE FOR YOU in bad times. That is what they are there for! So don't push them away. Tell them you're sad. Go out to dinner with them! Go out dancing with them. Sit home and play Scrabble with them. Watch a movie with them. The more you are out doing things you love, the less you will have time to mope. Remind yourself of the fun things in life, and let life move on.

This is so true...

Enjoy reading ;)


5 Women Break Their Own Rules
By Marisa Cohen


Breaking Personal Boundaries
My Aunt Lucille has given me a lot of advice over the years, but one bit has always stuck with me: When I announced at age 12 that I would never eat red meat again, she said to me, "Why say never? Why not just say you won't eat red meat today? Then you won't have to go back on your word." And a year later, as I gave in to my overwhelming desire for a cheeseburger, I realized she was right.

I've thought about that conversation often -- especially when I hear someone make a bold statement like "I will never have children," or "I will never live on the West Coast." There's a real difference between declaring your principles ("I would never take drugs or cheat on my husband" are pretty good ones) and setting up nonnegotiable boundaries based on what's right for you at that particular moment in your life. After all, the things that would seem unimaginable at age 25 may become exactly what you want at 35. "Life is a work in progress," explains Patricia A. Farrell, PhD, a psychologist in New Jersey and author of How to Be Your Own Therapist (McGraw-Hill, 2004). "You need to leave yourself some flexibility, because you don't know when a job opportunity, a love connection, or the discovery of a new talent will totally change your perspective."

Here, five women who absolutely, positively swore they would never do something explain how going back on their word helped them move up and move on to a life they had never imagined possible.

"I will never marry someone who doesn't fit my checklist."

"I swore I would never date -- much less marry -- a man who was shorter than me," says five-foot-eight-and-a-half Jennifer Toth, a 31-year-old grad student in Weehawken, New Jersey. "The idea drilled into my head by my friends and my mom was: The guy has to be taller than the girl." Jennifer dated a series of lanky men in college, but when it came to intelligence and personality, none of them measured up to her platonic friend Joseph, who at five feet three inches barely grazed her shoulders. "Joseph was compassionate and funny and had beautiful brown eyes," Jennifer says. "But I couldn't quiet the voice in my head saying, 'What will people think?'"

After six months of friendship, Jennifer and Joseph began a cautious romance. Even as their relationship grew, Jennifer admits that it took at least two years for her to completely banish her misgivings about their height difference. "Eventually I realized that Joseph was everything I had ever wanted, just in a smaller package." So in the fall of 2001, towering over him in heels and poufy hair, Jennifer married Joseph. "Standing at the altar, I thought, This is the greatest thing I've ever done. I knew his height no longer mattered."

Lesson Learned: Don't try to please everyone else. Some nevers grow from a deep place within your soul, but others are implanted early on by outside forces, like the media, your friends and, yes, your mother -- and those are the most negotiable. So how do you clear out the clutter and focus on what's right for you? "Ask yourself, 'If I lived on another planet where no one else would ever see me, would I want to marry this man or take this job or live this life?'" suggests Dana Lightman, PhD, a psychotherapist in Philadelphia and author of POWER Optimism (Power Optimism, 2004). "If the answer is yes, then you should take that path and focus on what makes you happy."

"I will never live in the suburbs."

Kathleen Hands-DiNonno, 38, grew up in the land of minivans and malls, counting the days until she could leave for the nonstop buzz of New York City. "I moved to the city right after college and swore I would never live anywhere else," she recalls. Kathleen even chose the city over her career: When she was 30, her position as an event planner, a job she truly enjoyed, was transferred to Atlanta. "Even though I signed a lease for an apartment there, a couple of weeks before moving, I panicked and backed out."

A few years later, she got married and had a baby, and suddenly her vow never to leave the city felt more like an obstacle. "My husband and I talked about opening our own business and buying a house, and we knew we couldn't afford to do both in New York," she says.
She reluctantly agreed to check out Charlotte, North Carolina, and was surprised to discover that her assumptions about the burbs were false. "The people we met were interesting, and there was great shopping and theater," she says. Kathleen and her husband bought a house with a yard in the suburbs and settled into their new life. "My time in New York City was right for me then," she says. "But this is right for me now."

Lesson Learned: Having children can change your priorities. Swearing everlasting allegiance to a certain lifestyle is common when you're young and eager to define yourself. "But as you get older, you need to reevaluate your situation," says Farrell. "Ask yourself, 'What prompted me to make that vow, and is that still my main concern?'" Making accommodations for a new family doesn't mean you have to completely forsake everything you loved about your single life. "It's important to revisit that old lifestyle in energizing little bits," she says. That can mean getting together with friends for a monthly girls' night out or taking a weekend trip back to New York for a marathon of theatergoing and shoe shopping.

"I will never take financial risks."

Throughout her 20s and 30s, Therese Shechter was all about financial security. She had a good job as a graphic designer at a big Chicago newspaper, a cozy condo, and a membership at an upscale gym. "I used to hire freelancers, and I would always think, How can they live not knowing where their next paycheck is coming from?" recalls Therese, now 44. When a friend invited her to teach journalism in Eastern Europe, she declined. "I had always dreamed of living abroad, but now I owned a condo for crying out loud! I couldn't just pick up and leave!"

Fast-forward a few years, when a breakup with a longtime boyfriend and a rapidly approaching 40th birthday caused Therese to reassess her focus on material comfort. "I didn't want to be on my deathbed regretting things I hadn't done just so I would have enough money to redo my kitchen," she says. A self-proclaimed film geek, Therese decided to attend film school at night. "When I finished, I realized that if I didn't quit and pursue filmmaking, I would be stuck in a job that was 'just okay' for the rest of my life." So she did what she swore she'd never do: She gave up the steady paycheck and began freelancing in design to support herself while she completed her first documentary.

Coming to terms with her new cash-poor lifestyle was one thing -- convincing her friends and family that she hadn't lost her marbles was another matter. "For the first year, I think they were all waiting for me to come to my senses," Therese admits. But trading the fancy gym for workouts at the Y and gourmet dinners for take-out Chinese has paid off in personal satisfaction. "I am infinitely happier now," says Therese. "Who knows? Maybe I'll wind up in Europe after all."

Lesson Learned: Sometimes you have to sacrifice security to achieve happiness. Though you may think that you are mentally prepared to live with diminished resources, you may find it difficult, initially, to get by on less. To cushion the blow, make sure that you have all the details covered, including a workable strategy for paying your rent, a nest egg of savings to cover your living expenses for the first few months, and a fallback plan in case things don't go as expected.
You may also find that you have to constantly reassure skeptical friends and worried relatives that you're making a sound decision. As annoying as this may be, it can actually help, says Dan Neuharth, PhD, a San Francisco-based therapist and author of Secrets You Keep from Yourself (St. Martin's Griffin, 2005). "Not only will it prove you're passionate about your new life plan, but each time you make your case, the dream will become more real for you."

"I will never get married."

Some girls dream of their wedding day. For Jennie Dunham, 37, that dream was more like a recurring nightmare. "Ever since I was little, I was adamant that I was never going to get married," says Jennie, a literary agent in New York City. "I was convinced that the only reason a man would want to get married was to have someone cook and clean for him."

When she fell in love with a musician, "I couldn't make that commitment," Jennie recalls. Eventually, they split. A few years later she met Craig, a computer engineer who loved Jennie's independence but also wanted to get married and start a family. Whenever Jennie brought up the reasons she didn't want to get hitched, Craig countered with the ways they could make marriage work for them. She didn't want a church service? They could write their own ceremony. She didn't want to be a stay-at-home mom? They'd hire an au pair. "I realized it wasn't marriage that I was against, but the traditional role of a wife."

Six years and one child later, Jennie has become a big fan of her own marriage: "Every anniversary, we repeat our vows to reinforce the idea that we chose to be together."

Lesson Learned: Marriage doesn't have to fit a certain mold. "Our goals are usually a combination of what we want to achieve and what we wish to avoid," says Neuharth. But you don't want to let your fears keep you from pursuing the good stuff in life, so experts suggest you list the things that turn you off from an institution such as marriage or parenthood, and then look at each item for acceptable alternatives. If you still see more negatives than positives, then it might be best to stick to your never -- at least until someone inspires you enough to revisit it.

"I will never take a job where I have to wear a suit."

When Kim McWaters was in high school, she imagined her future would involve spangles, tutus, and Broadway lights, not a briefcase and sensible heels. "The corporate world seemed regimented and boring," says the 42-year-old mother of three in Glendale, Arizona. "I wanted to do something I was passionate about." Kim was talented enough to win a musical-theater scholarship, but a pregnancy threw a hitch into her plans. She stayed home to have the baby and enrolled part time in the local college.

To make extra money, Kim took a job answering phones at Universal Technical Institute, an automotive school. But then a funny thing happened. Kim found that she loved talking to the people who called the school. "I started thinking, I could actually like this," she recalls. She stayed at the company, moving to sales and marketing, where she put her theatrical chops to good use creating commercials and videos for the school. Twenty years later, she is the president and CEO of the company.

Kim says the fact that she made the right decision became clear one day when she was talking to an old theater friend who was starring in a Broadway show. "I asked him what it was like, and he said, 'It's just a job.' I have never once thought of my career as being just a job. It makes me think that this is my true calling."

Lesson Learned: Take a good look at the big picture. When you're in the process of switching destinies, you may experience moments of doubt, but if the choice truly makes sense for you, then those feelings will be short-lived. "Imagine yourself 10 years in the future," suggests Neuharth. "By then, the discomfort of going back on your never will have faded, so picture what all the long-run benefits are. Focusing on the positives will help your adjustment."
Best of all, once you knock down that first never, you'll see new opportunities everywhere you look. "When you step out of your traditional role, you open yourself up to completely new adventures in life," says Lightman.

Originally published in Fitness magazine, May 2006.

As busy as a bee~

Hey,

just the thought that I wont be posting for quite some time due to exams around the corner. Will get back on track when it's over..tata~

Bon Voyage

Life goes on~

Say Goodbye

by Chris Brown

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk

I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by

Saying that I love you,

But you know, this thing ain't been

No walk in the park for us

I swear it'll only take a minute

You'll understand when I finish, yeah

And I don't wanna see you cry

But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

[HOOK]

How do you let it go?

When you, You just don't know? What's on,

The other side of the door

When you're walking out, talk about it

Everything I tried to remember to say

Just went out my head

So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

[CHORUS]

There's never a right time to say goodbye

But I gotta make the first move

'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me

Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you

Girl it's not you, it's me

I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)

There's never a right time to say goodbye

But we know that we gotta go

Our separate ways

And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,

And it's killing me

Cause there's never a right time

Right time to say goodbye

But now your heart is breaking

And a thousand times I

Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"

Why am I taking so long to say this?

But trust me, girl I never

Meant to crush your world

And I never

Thought I would see the day we grew apart

And I wanna know

[HOOK]

How do you let it go?

When you, You just don't know?

What's on,

The other side of the door

When you're walking out, talk about it

Girl I hope you understand

What I'm trying to say.

We just can't go on

Pretending that we get along

Girl how you not gonna see it?

[CHORUS]

There's never a right time to say goodbye

But I gotta make the first move

'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me

Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you

Girl it's not you it's me.

I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)

There's never a right time to say goodbye

But we know that we gotta go

Our separate ways

And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,

And it's killing me

Cause there's never a right time

Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart

Girl you know,

We should be apart,

baby I I just can't do it I,

I just can't do it

Listen to your heart

Girl you know,

We should be apart, baby I

I just can't do it

And sometimes it makes me wanna cry

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [4x]

Do you hear me crying?

[CHORUS]

There's never a right time to say goodbye

But I gotta make the first move

'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me

Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you

Girl it's not you it's me.

I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)

There's never a right time to say goodbye

But we know that we gotta go

Our separate ways

And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,

And it's killing me

Cause there's never a right time

Right time to say goodbye

[CHORUS]

There's never a right time to say goodbye

But I gotta make the first move

'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me

Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you

Girl it's not you it's me.

I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)

There's never a right time to say goodbye

But we know that we gotta go

Our separate ways

And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,

And it's killing me

Cause there's never a right time

Right time to say goodbye

It has been finalised!!

Recently I discuss with my manager regarding on my holidays. This week, I work 3 days because last monday was bank holiday and this friday is revision day. Then about my annual leave, it has been granted since i already booked my flight. But in 1 condition, i cannot take leave till sep 2007 after my holidays. well, it's a no problemo to me as I've got my vacation earlier.huhu

For now, i need to study hard for the exams since i got 1 week for study leave.gonna nail that 2 papers this time!aja aja fighting!

*Paperweight*

Paperweight by Joshua Radin & Schuyler Fisk

Been up all night staring at you

wondering what's on your mind

i've been this way with so many before

but this feels like the first time

you want the sunrise to go back to bed

i want to make you laugh

mess up my bed with me

kick off the covers i'm waiting

every word you say i think i should write down

don't want to forget come daylight

happy to lay here just happy to be here

i'm happy to know you

play me a song your newest one

please leave your taste on my tongue

paperweight on my back

cover me like a blanket

mess up my bed with me

kick off the covers i'm waiting

every word you say i think i should write down

don't want to forget come daylight

and no need to worry that's wastin time

and no need to wonder what's been on my mind

it's you

it's you

it's you

every word you say i think i should write down

don't want to forget come daylight

and i give up i let you win

you win cause i'm not counting

you made it back to sleep again

wonder what you're dreaming

It's over..

The daylight saving time (DST) is over starting today. Which means we get to experience 1am twice. This is the only day we'll get to experience 25hours a day. hrmm, anything interesting? Lots of open house to go!!guess i couldnt eat much since too many open house..sigh..looks like I have to puasa 6 on Syawal mth. huhu..5 nov 2006 is the most important event in dublin. will tell you after the event.

What's new?hrmm...has been going to frens' open house. didnt shop much here.planning to save up money for this dec. huhu, in less than 2 mths i'll be home for christmas. cant wait to see my beloved ones, god i miss them so much! how am I gonna survive not coming back for the next 1.5yrs? huhu, i admit it's crazy, but erm...im sure i'll think over again abt my decision on my next trip back to msia. who knows..maybe the next one, i'll be going back for solumnisation ceremony.huhu....who's getting marry?me laa!!! LOL (only Allah the Al-mighty knows who am I meant to be with) Amin...

oh ya, to people who want to see suria & ann's wedding pics, can be viewed at http://www.candidsyndrome.com/simpleviewer/wedding/suria_nikah/index.html and http://www.candidsyndrome.com/simpleviewer/wedding/suria_reception/index.html. I have found my wedding photographer, huhu. wanna know who? wait till my wedding ceremony, got it? =p

Really need to talk to someone now..my mind is not at peace. Been thinking and pressure a lot lately. So, laterz~

What a hectic week!!!

It's been a tiring week due to income tax return(31.10.06) and it's raya week! yes, lately I've been going to my frens' open house. It's gonna be a wonderful month for me as I do not need to cook much.huhu. Also, save $$$$$. Mainly i get to eat what i have been craving for.

Guess I cant further blogging this now as Im too exhausted. Also, tomorrow is my final class. Guess I shud get some rest for tomorrow. classes 930-530..yikes!!

au revoir for now~

p/s:Im off on monday-bank holiday(the last one).wuhu!!!will be working 4 days next week :D

SeLamAt HaRi rAya aidilFitRi...

The biggest celebration for muslims starts today, 1 Syawal.Happy eid-mubarak to dubliners,msians & all other places. This year's raya is a bit boring to me because i WORK TODAY!! well, it's not that I dont want to take leave. it just that the income tax return closing date is 31.10.06, which is like next week. sigh~

I get to 'beraya' at azam's, boy's, & tariq's hse. meet new faces (to me laa, since i hardly know medic students). I invited my medic frens to my apt, well not really an official open hse. more like, 'datang je la beraya kat my place'...huhuhuhu...

thanks to my dearest frens from msia,aussie & dublin for raya texts. I miss you so much. wish i could be in msia, and hav a nice raya there. huhuhu, 3rd raya jer kat sini. well, at least i'll be home for raya haji.ahaha. already ask my mom to pack kuih raya, so that i can have some. I really miss the kuih raya in msia. sigh..i complain too much..balik je laa!!! LOL

TO all my frens, im sorry for everything. my bad if i ever offend/insult/hurting/notty/etc etc etc.

Going to bed now...raya is still alive..1 mth of raya and getting fat!! LOL

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin

Regards,
Nuradlina Zainal Abidin/Adlina/lina/nina :)

Raya Approaching..

Yes, in 2-3days we are welcoming Syawal and leaving Ramadhan. How was fasting in Dublin? Well, the first week, felt like dying..we fast longer hours than msia. Thank goodness day by day, we break earlier 5mins. Today, I'll be break fast at 1815.Im happy with that at the moment.

God this will be my 3rd raya in Dublin. I really miss going to relatives/frens' open house in Malaysia. Also visiting my grandparents' grave, sedekah al-fatihah to them. Hrmm, I wonder my family is going back to Alor Star this yr. Usually, my parents go there not the 'brats'(who are the 3 of us-me,sis,bro). Shoot, need to ask my dad about zakat. I cant believe I have to apay zakat already! Now I feel like Im older! God, what happen to my happy student 'joli' years? Time for me to grow up and be one (being an adult).

Any plans for the last wkd of fasting (since we are celebrating raya on mon/tues)?Cooking laa!!!Dream on man!Im not gonna cook the day before raya. I know mira is cookng rendang.Huhu, gempak siut, even Im not good at it. kater ada www.mesra.net. opps!enough writng in malay. well, not that i dont appreciate malay, im here to improve my english. huhu. few words of malay, maybe not gonna be so bad. FYi, im not racist, kay..I'm open-minded in every aspect I would say :)

I have watch 2 movies yesterday, children of men and the guardian. superb movie I would say that ;) I cant believe I sat next to college students, the guy right next to me was very emotional watching children of men. Honestly, I have watched 2 stressful movies here..Today i am hoping to watch The Last Kiss & The Departed (based on Internal Affairs movie).

Anyway, to all muslim readers, here to take opportunity to wish:

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir & Batin

Here for you~

Sorry for not being around lately, been tide up with work & not much time to spend for blogging!

LAter will update about my trip to london!huhu..went there last weekend.

also any new stuffs ;)

Huhu..

Manage to add video in my blog!wuhu...one of my fav song since I watch at the MTV. She is too gorgeous to me ;)

I have watched 'the devil wears prada' and 'trust the man'.Huhu, guess i'll be most of the time away from my laptop..but not too away.

The devil wears prada

• Chick flick movie
• love it a lot!!
• really inspire women to be more sophisticated & elegant.
• to the devil, size US 6(UK 8) is fat!!and I'm 8!!
• look forward to be one of the girls in the movie, except i could afford to wear labels like ZARA & MANGO.

Trust the man

• hrmm, dunno what category is this movie
• good movie.
• hrmm, the morale of the story is to appreciate a guy who are you with. No one is perfect, everyone has his/her own flaws. By the end of the day, she's the world to him.
• I think guys should watch this movie. Well, EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH THIS MOVIE :D

Me & You

Cassie
Me & U

U've been waiting so long, I'm here to answer your calls
I know that I shouldn't have had you waiting at all
I've been so busy, but I've been thinking 'bout- what I wanna do wit you
I know them other guys, they've been talking 'bout the way I do what I do
They heard I was good, they wanna see if it's true
They know your the one I wanna give it to
I can see you want me too...Now it's Me & U

It's Me & U now (uh) I've been waiting (waitin)
I Think I'm gonna make that move now
Baby Tell me if you like it (tell me if you like it)
It's Me & U now (uh)
I've been waitin
Think I'm gonna make that move now
Baby tell me how you like it

I was waitin for you to tell me you were ready
I know what to do if only you would let me
As long as your cool with it I'll treat ya right
Here is where you wanna be
I know them other guys, they've been talkin 'bout the way I do what I do
They heard I was good they wanna see if it's true
They know your the one I wanna give it to
I can see you want me too
And now it's Me & U


It's Me & U now (Uh, baby it's)
I've been waitin (Me & U)
Think I'm gonna make that move now (I'm thinkin 'bout making that move)
Baby tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it, uh huh, hey!)
It's Me & U now (uh)
I've been waitin
Think I'm gonna make that move now (gonna make a move)
Baby tell me how you like it

Baby I'll love you all the way down (uh)
Get you right where you like it
I promise you'll like it (I swear)
Just relax and let me make that move (It's our secret babe)
We'll keep it between Me & U


It's Me & U now (Uh, oh yeah)
I've been waitin
Think I'm gonna make that move now (move now)
Baby tell me if you like it (tell me if you like it)
It's Me & U now (uh)
I've been waitin (yeah, oh)
Think I'm gonna make that move now (gonna make a move now)
Baby tell me how you like it (uh huh)


It's Me & U now (Uh, me and u)
I've been waitin (its just me and u)
Think I'm gonna make that move now (its just us two)
Baby tell me if you like it (its just me and you now)


It's Me & U now (oh waitin, for ya love)
I've been waitin (I've been waitin)
Think I'm gonna make that move now (gonna make a move now)
Baby tell me if you like it