Take the plunge!

Uncertainties have been always playing on my mind..especially when you see something that you don't expected at all..(worse is when you dream of it, it came true!)

So here I am, after taking advice from numerous darlings...(thank you syg)...

I have decide to take the plunge...firstly, finding my happiness again by finding ways to make that happen

I don't think I'm capable to let myself misery again...I'm tired of repeating and I'm so worn out & stress (cukup la I got it from work, I'm tired of getting emotional!)

so...Peace for me! =)

Birthday Present 2009 Part One...

Nokia E75 Vs Sony Ericsson Idou

Both also I loike...

Unfortunately I can afford to choose one..

Both mobile are out in 2nd Quarter 2009.

So still got plenty of time to decide =)

Let bygones be bygones

After visiting my dear friend, I have learn that we should appreciate & blessed with what we have now. Forget about complaining what's in front of you, take a minute and think further ahead. What's next?

I've been there ( 5 months unemployed), I know how it feels like to be lost in your own world. Speechless. Giving up life. God, I have to admit, it sux to feel that way. Knowing that no one can't really help nor understand you. Madly pissed off when that happen.Miserable like hell. As if they think life is that easy without a job in horrific economy. Fuck off!!

Lately, I've been trying to be as strong as possible in dealing with this crazy situation. Sometimes you can't just help it by keep swearing when things don't go the way you want it to be. It's not like I like to swear, it's just the way it is.

Not only that, I somehow feel that my life is full of love-hate relationship. I'm not sure whether it's good or not, I'm hoping this love-hate is just temporary moment to live. God I really need someone to talk to.Fuck!

Responsible in the making!

First step...


CLAIM ALL THE TAX I CAN!!!!



can you actually believe that I've been overpaid my tax?! Guess this is the best time to ask for refund!

Second step...

Save money I suppose?

'hik hik hik' :)

I think it's time...

To go home...for good!

Looks like it's gonna be this year, or next year...

It just that life here is too terrifying..with the surrounding around me...full of saiko-ness! YIKES!!!

But...for a head start..enjoy london dulu!!

kikikikikikikiikikiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =p

Perfect

I...

• want to be thin.
  ok, not too skinny like Kate Moss. But thin. Maybe around 45kg - 47kg.
  
  
• want to be healthy.
  junk foods maybe once a month. doing my best to have fruits everyday. carbonated drinks once a week (once a month would be better right? :D)
  
  
• want to be gorgeous.
  no comment :p
  
  
• want to be smart.
  must pass my exams AND do more readings of current issues and business world. very ambitious but will give a shot ok? :D
  
  
• want to be traveller.
  well, with all the hard work at workplace, I DESERVE to go a place to unwind myself, right? Thailand anyone?hehehehe...what a dreamer! :p
  
  
• want to be his only girl.
  hrmmm..have to achieve all above in order to get him right?[suddenly I'm being so cheeky..lol]..just forget about this part..it's just complicated (typical line :p)
  
  
• want to be there for him/her.
  because I'm the greatest friend you can ever have! [giggling sambil perasan nak mati!]. I will always do my best to be around when you need me :)
  
  
• want to be organise.
  because I want to be a better person.
  
  
• want to be a reliable person.
  but at the same time I WILL beware with who takes me for granted!
  
  
• want to be rich.
  Right now I'm paying off debts, but am hoping by 2nd Quarter of the year, I'm able to save up money. For investments, my future endeavours, my travelling expenses, and SHOPPING!!! :D
  
  

Last but not least....I definitely

• want to be HAPPY!!!!
  because I'm not there anymore =(
  

A new life?

Had a long conversation with X, I believed that it's not too late to start a brand new life.

And so, all the best in future endeavors and may strong will will be more stronger each day comes.

Aja2 fighting!

I think I want this mobile...AFFIRMATIVE!! :D

Nokia 5800 XpressMusic

Why?

• Touch screen

• 3.5G

• Quite Light: 109g

• S60 5^th edition

• 2 Pen Stylus

• 81 MB with 8GB micro SD

• Micro-USB connector, USB 2.0 High Speed

• 3.2 Megapixel Camera (don't really care as I'm getting a camera soon)

• Carl Zeiss Optic with autofocus

• Music Player

• Wifi

• GPS

Happy New Year 2009!!

On New Year Eve, I was ...

• texting my darlings wishing "HNY 2009"
• waiting for the anonymous to go to dublin white sensation at smithfield loft..I got TURNED DOWN!! =.= <-the person promise to make it up to me on New Year.hrmmm..we'll see
• at home..sleeping..watching movies..cooking..watching trl finale

Verdict: I have no regrets on my spending my NYE at home..life is so relaxing nowadays..I can only enjoy doing this for the next 3 days..with open hearted leaving 2008 and wait eagerly for 2009.

3...2...1... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

On New Year Day...

• woke up..watch movie..had brunch..
• waited for someone..got TURNED DOWN AGAIN!! =.=
• went to hien's house for dinner. God I love her seafood paella!
• watch movie at home..AGAIN! what's wrong with me? :p
  

Verdict: I need a warm bath to ease the tiring body..tomorrow morning perhaps? Apart from that..this is how I like to spend my day. Chill! :)

New Year Resolutions? I would like to propose a BIG CHANGE for this year.

I don't want to make resolutions, but I can make wish lists and set for it right? Like for Jan, I am absolutely looking forward for...

1. New Job - will be starting on 5 Jan 2009 at Glasnevin Dublin 11
2. Travelling! - First stop...
   

Madrid, Spain 17 Jan 09 - 18 Jan 09

3. Canon Digital IXUS 980 IS - Will be comparing between getting in Dublin and in KL as the sale is still on! :)

So..a toast for a change on brand new year! ^_^

Christmas 2008

Hoh hoh hooooooooo....


Happy Christmas everyone! I had a blast & tiring party at my crib. Honestly, Im still tired..will update about the party some other time ok?

Today is St Stephen Day. What did I do for today?

1. Chatting with my beloved bitch..hehe :p
2. Watch

Australia

I thought this movie was boring, but it got me wrong!It was an enjoyable and a bit of sad scenes..'sniff sniff'

Twilight

It was ok for me. Not to say best nak mati la cite ni.But if you're into drop dead gorgeous bloke & still living in a fairytale..TWO THUMBS UP!!! (coz some girls may find Edward Cullen[Robert Pattinson aka Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter] HOTZZZ!!)

Ok..catch you up...later~

Wallpaper

I spank you if you are notty to me!! :p

DigiCam

I'm planning to get one soon before my 'first' getaway in 2009. Why? Because camera is a necessity for me. Apart from cam whoring, it would be nice to keep pictures as memoirs :)

So I'm a bit dilemma here. But what I know is that I want a DIGIC4 camera (compare to my first camera [sudah hilang by my bro =.=] DIGIC1 ).

so it's either:

Canon Digital IXUS 980 IS


OR

Canon PowerShot G10

Or any other suggestions? As long as it's a DIGIC4 camera, I'm good to go :)

I L U

Found this song from Adura's blog..me loike this song..wedding song perhaps? :D

Singer:Afgan
Title: I L U

Disampingmu
Temani Dirimu
Demi Cintanya, Serahkan Jiwaku
Meski Tiada Banyak Waktu
Tersisa Untuk Cinta
Tetap Aku...

Love You, Baby I Do
I Never Find Someone Like You
Love U Yess I Still Do*
Better or Worst I Will Be There
Yes I'll Be There For You

Tak Perlu Kau Ragu
Kumelupakanmu
Meski Tiada Banyak Waktu Tersisa Untuk Cinta
Tetap Aku

Love You, Baby I Do
I Never Find Someone Like You
Love U Yes I Still Do*
Better or Worst I Will Be There
Yes I'll Be There For You

Disiniku Ku Memelukmu
Hingga Tiba Akhir Masa
Menjemputmu

I Love You, Baby I Do
I Never Find Someone Like You
Love U Yes I Still Do*
Better or Worst I Will Be There
Yes I'll Be There For You

Legoland

Coming soon...

legoland...in malaysia???

is this for real??

I thought we're facing economy downturn crisis.with low credit crunch..hrmm...

In that case..I want to go! :D

Polaroid

Call me old fashion, but I like Polaroids as they print your photos instantly. Honestly, eversince I owned a digital camera, I NEVER print any of my photos. I will normally store my photos into the PC (or saving it into mobile for mobile users). Sadly but true.

And so I thought that it would be lovely to get this...

Polaroid PoGo™ Instant Mobile Printer Model CZU-10011

It comes with 3 attractive colours

Look at the size!!

Very handy especially when you're on the move. Most importantly, no computer connection needed. You can connect your Polaroid...

Via camera.You need a cable to connect your camera to the Polaroid. Or if you forgot your camera or lazy to bring the cable+camera everywhere, you can also connect it

Via mobile phone. All you have to do is to turn on your bluetooth and tadaa!!No cable required at all but make sure your camera phone has a good resolution too since you're not using a digital camera. Checkout the phone compatibility here.


What else?

• 2x3" borderless, colour, sticky-back prints
• Smudge-proof, water-resistant, tear-resistant photos
• No Ink. No Hassles.™ - no ink cartridges or ribbons to throw away
• Prints in about 60 seconds
• Rechargeable lithium-ion battery
• Prints up to 15 photos per full battery charge

So before getting this, checkout the camera & mobile phone compatibility first. Not sure what are cons yet, but I can assure that no men would want this to bring everywhere. So who'll be their victims? Women with big handbags! :p

Leo Love Compatibility

Leo and Scorpio love compatibility
There will be an instant mutual sexual attraction, equal in force between them. But Leo finds it hard to cope with Scorpio's jealousy and possessiveness. Intense, smoldering Scorpio is on a too short fuse, while Leo is much more buoyant. These two very strong willed individuals generally create some rather stormy moments. Generally in such relationships there will be no "romanticism", but these two are capable of sensual loving and good, long partnership.

Leo and Virgo love compatibility
Here is a good chance for a happy partnership. Magnanimous Leo will overlook Virgo's tendency to be critical, while Virgo will take pride in Leo's accomplishments, good humor, and lovable nature. Virgo will bring in that couple's sexual life large amount of emotional heat and understanding. Leo will respect Virgo's clever and alert mentality. Virgo will try to excite and satisfy the partner. Leo is also persevering person, so the chances for mutual satisfaction are really big. This is one of those relationships that depends on the type of relationship it is. The connection is usually "nice" and a long union also is possible.

Leo and Gemini love compatibility
An affectionate pair who really enjoy each other. While Leo loves with his/her heart first, Gemini loves with his/her mind. Gemini seem to be romantic enough for Leo. The Gemini's stability will not be fluctuated by the moody Leo. Leo's self-confidence blinks at Gemini's flirtations with others. Gemini's penchant for ridicule can annoy regal Leo, though, and Leo will probably demand more adoration than Gemini is willing to give. It can be a problem but they have so much fun together that don't tend to pay attention to such small problems. Both Leo and Gemini have strong desire to have a passionate, emotional life. Sexually, Leo loves whole-heartly and Geminis variable desires are a complete mystery to him/her. Leo is quite capable of warm-heartly breaking down any resentments that Gemini may harbor from the daytime thereby easing the tension in the bedroom. It will be an acceptable connection and, surely, safe marriage in the future.

Leo and Capricorn love compatibility
Ordered, organized Capricorn neither understands nor approves of Leo's exuberant impulsiveness. Leo forgives and forgets; Capricorn being the one who is slow to anger and seldom forgets. The Leo supposes that the Capricorn is full of love and spends it too economically. The Capricorn for his/her turn is also not the best partner for the Leo because of his/her poor imagination. The Capricorn is much more passionate in bed. They not fit each other in the bedroom. They are both representatives of independent signs of the zodiac that inclined to dominate in everyday life. These two are almost complete opposites and in case of a love affair their distinctions can appear insignificant, but in case of marriage they will never be happy together.

Leo and Aries love compatibility
Both Aries and Leo have aggressive temperaments. Both have got egos to burn and both like to lead. Aggressive Aries wouldn't dream of taking second place, and kingly Leo needs constant admiration. This is particularly true if Aries will allow Leo to hold the center of the floor on occasions. Sharing the limelight is important on Leo's part however, as Aries will feel the need to be on stage once in a while as well. Aries should flatter the Leo on his/her physical fit. Being so much alike sexually can be one of the important things that will keep them true to their commitments. Between the two of them, if one is loving and tactful with the other, meeting that persons emotional needs they can create a steady and long term union.

Leo and Cancer love compatibility
Usually this is a good combination, since the Moon (Cancer) reflects the light of the Sun (Leo). The Leo has an ability to stabilize moody Cancer. Generous, openhearted, strong Leo is just what insecure Cancer is looking for and it creates a feeling of reliance for a changeable Cancer. On the other hand it is necessary to flatter and admire by the Leo's advantages and especially in the field of sex, where he/she should dominate. If the Cancer is ready to let the Leo be the leader in bedroom the passionate connection and rather successful marriage can take place.

Leo and Libra love compatibility
Both signs satisfy needs and desires of each other. Leo is more interested in the strictly physical side of love than Libra, but Leo's style and brio can win Libra over. Libra is indecisive and Leo will naturally take charge. While Leo is a sensitive person Libra is more emotional and they are both crazy about sex. All the time which will be spend in a bedroom, will be continuous celebratory salute for them. In case there is a collision of characters Libra should concede. It will not make any difficulty, because of the Libra's ability to cooperate. The Libra's best weapon is a correct strategy and tact. The hot connection can turn into in a rather warm matrimony.

Leo and Taurus love compatibility
Both are fixed signs, so neither will give an inch. Leo merely becomes angrier and Taurus more obstinate. Leo considers that it is natural for him/her to be a leader in the bedroom. Taurus will supply the attention that Leo requires but will expect it to be returned. Leo loves to dominate and eventually Taurus being strong willed but more patient, will raise the sword when their needs are not being met. Thrifty Taurus is also appalled at Leo's careless spending habits. Taurus is cautious and deliberate; Leo expansive and extravagant. Taurus stubbornly refuses to give Leo constant worship, and Leo is too self-centered to give Taurus the devotion it needs. On the other hand excellent physical qualities and great sex appeal are there for both partners in this match. There is a strong physical and emotional attraction but too many obstacles to hurdle.

Leo and Leo love compatibility
This should prove to be a compatible combination, but it is not always true. In bedroom , as well as everywhere else Leo tends to think only of him/herself. A question is : Is it possible for two "I'm" to turn to one "we're"? Both Lions are extremely romantic and sexually compatible. They enjoy a strong sex drive and these two will probably spend a lot of their time together in bed. This could develop into an overactive sex life that may branch off in perverse directions, totally without love, unless checked and kept within bounds. They should allow each other "to shine", and to share the light in case they want to be together. Well , It is not always possible, but when it is so - long live king! Long live queen!

Leo and Sagittarius love compatibility
Together they share a liking for freedom, adventure, and meeting new people. They are both inclined to entertain themselves, and consider love as an amusement. Leo likes to make love as often as Sagittarius. Sagittarius stimulates and inspires Leo, and Leo in his/her turn makes Sagittarius to be more faithful. This connection is perfect, and the happy marriage is guaranteed.

Leo and Aquarius love compatibility
Leo can't get the cooperation or the admiration it requires, and Aquarius resents Leo's attempt to rule. They have different views of independence: to Aquarius it means freedom to explore new horizons; to Leo it means pursuing a glamorous, extravagant lifestyle. Aquarius is interested in the world; Leo is strictly interested in Leo. Their sexual life will be unsatisfactory for Leo as Aquarius can and will find others that capture their interests and this will frustrate Leo, causing Leo to think that his/her mate is inhuman and uncaring. While these two will be attracted to one another, they are zodiac opposite which means that it can be bad as well as good connection.

Leo and Pisces love compatibility
Leo is flamboyant, domineering; Pisces is unworldly and mystical. They intrigue each other because they are so different, but the differences don't mesh well. An active Leo can not understand timid and quiet Pisces. Leo won't not even try to understand the Pisces' behavior in bedroom. Representatives of both signs are inclined to receive more than give. Leo needs public acclaim, while Pisces prefers the sheltered life. Leo can't tolerate Pisces's ultra-sensitivity, nor Pisces's inclination toward exotic boudoir activity. When Pisces run into despondency the Leo's pride doesn't allow him to participate and help his/her partner to get a problem over. It will be rather difficult connection and unsuccessful marriage.

What does my birthday mean?

Ade jek facebook ni..I pon satu gak..gatal nk buat quiz ni...and the results turn out to be:

Your birthday means that you love the sun and the beach.
Your best colors are red and yellow. You tend to have many friends and you are well-liked, possible because of your outgoing and sunny personality. You are a very positive and enthusiastic person. Shopping is likely something you enjoy very much, not just for yourself, but for other people as well. You shine at parties and get togethers, and you are definitely an extrovert.

Ashraf & Bunga Wedding

Im sure you heard the glamourous Ashraf & Bunga Wedding last month..Since I'm at different part of the world, I only get to witness the wedding through Nona (TV3 Malaysia show). Watch the Episode 48/30 November 2008 for their wedding. To see their wedding costumes in details, visit prettypeektures and bash in love.

To sum up, I love Bunga's Baju kebaya modern(I'm suspecting that it's an Indon designs since Putra(Butik Cosry) designed her costume). I know her baju kinda sexy, that can be adjusted. All I need to take note now is 'get the fabric from Indon' and 'get some brilliant designer(doesn't have to be famous, as long as he/she can sew the baju well is good enough)'. The big matter now is $$$. This is the time where I can do the 'pretty and kesian' eyes to him and 'hocus pocus'..he'll pay for the baju!YeayYYYy!!! (Dream on babe!)

Apart from the costumes, it seems that they both such a loving fairytale couple. You can see them kissing (not the lips to lips..just the forehead and cheeks), which is sweet..and a bit giler2..I do wonder, will be a 'control ayu' bride or like bunga? Will I meet this prince charming?Even if I get this prince charming, will I live happily ever after?

A friend told me, no matter how perfect he is..men will always be men. Somehow they have the 'power of man of the house/husband' while we women can only pendam (well,later if we say things which shudn't be kena marah plak kan?so better diam..). Sucks kan for that to happen? Memang we shudnt pendam, but nnt laki tu ade jek kuar ayat2 'u tu isteri i,kena buat ape i suruh'..in short men will misuse their power as husband.

hehe..maybe you think I'm wrong about this..perhaps your reship with hubby still new..give it another 10 years and then you interpret your re'ship..especially when you starting a family. Another person was telling my fren 'enjoy single life (as in not attached yet/young married couple with no kids yet)'. Things are different when you have a kid.Well pretty obvious la kan, dah tambah another member in the family. But she stressed out on how men treated us when we become mum. 'Imagine a genius can just sit in front of pc while the wife busy taking care of their kids'. 'Let the women do all the housework while men just do their thing as men earned to support the family'. If your hubby is the helpful one, great! If not, uh oh, abislaa. Thank god my dad is not like that, he helps around, doing the housework with everyone.

Ok, bottom line?

no one's perfect. Accept him for what he is..

Ok..it's true..it's hard to find someone who you exactly wanted him to be..everyone has their flaws..but then..I can't accept that!(I'm still not wanting to accept the reality)..so how?be single till tua bangka?sanggup ka?tanakkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hRmmMMmMmmMmmmm...............................I still want my prince charming and I know he's out there waiting for me (waiting for his damsel in distress) Anyway,I'm 25. still got time :)

Aku dan Dirimu

Aku Dan Dirimu
Ari Lasso feat Bunga Citra Lestari
Tiba saatnya kita saling bicara
Tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa
Tentang rindu yang menggebu
Tentang cinta yang tak terungkap

Sudah terlalu lama kita berdiam
Tenggelam dalam gelisah yang tak teredam
Memenuhi mimpi-mimpimu malam kita

[Chorus:]
Duhai cintaku, sayangku, lepaskanlah
Perasaanmu, rindumu, seluruh cintamu
Dan kini hanya ada aku dan dirimu
Sesaat di keabadian

Jika sang waktu bisa kita hentikan
Dan segala mimpi-mimpi jadi kenyataan
Meleburkan semua batas
Antara kau dan aku, kita

[Repeat Chorus] - 2x



Sooooo sweeeeeeeetttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Wallet

I would love to own one of these LV Eugénie Wallet

Monogram canvas €455.00

This Monogram canvas Eugénie wallet, inspired by the Beverly collection, pays homage to its eponymous Empress, a staple of the House. It features a unique clasp design. Size: 7.5" x 4.1" x 0.5" - Monogram canvas, cross-grained lamb lining, golden brass pieces - Clasp with the Louis Vuitton signature - Twelve credit card slots - Two patch pocket sat the back - Two small patch pocketsat the front - Transparent pocket - Exterior gusseted pocket with a zipper closure

Multicolore canvas €550.00

Named after Empress Eugénie, a faithful client of the House, this chic, practical and luxurious wallet comes in Monogram Multicolore canvas designed by Takashi Murakami. Monogram Size: 7.5" x 4.2" x 0.5" - Monogram Multicolore canvas, beige calf lining, golden brass pieces - Flap and press lock closure - Twelve credit card slots in two compartments - Transparent window for ID or photos - Two front patch pockets for credit cards or travel pass - Wide change compartment at the rear

Epi leather wallet €485.00 Named after Empress Eugénie, a staple of the House, this Epi leather wallet is inspired by the Beverly bags. It is very handy and features a unique clasp design. Size: 7.5" x 4.1" x 0.5" - Epi leather, cross-grained calf lining, silvery brass pieces - Clasp with the Louis Vuitton signature - Twelve credit card slots - Two patch pocket sat the back - Two small patch pocketsat the front - Transparent pocket - Exterior gusseted pocket with a zipper closure